words unspoken

Nothing ever comes out of my mouth when I want to do dedications or say something I really mean to somebody. Like just now. Everything only comes to me when I get home, and then I'll never get the chance to say those words ever again.

Kaiying, ash and I went for supper after the julyian birthday bash just now, I ended up complaining alot about life in school even though its the first time we talked in... how many months?




Can't find a song to suit my mood, again. I'll go draw or something while waiting for my hair to dry.

I really think I'm too cold towards everybody, even my best friends. Sorry.